So its been a long time since I ever posted anything, the holidays were just great, flew by really fast, all though when I got back home from south africa, all I was doing is clubbing and partying as well as catching up with friends. good old times they were.

Oh and it was frustrating how I had to keep asking my work for extra hours and that I was avalible until college started, but no they drove me so mad, that I even found a new job and a better job hahaha and the funny thing is, my old job has started giving me the hours I asked for NOW...... errrr duh bastards.

Anyway being back at college now, well I cant even think straight thats for sure, 3months holidays is why no one can work it! so im still in the holiday mode for sure.

Stressing already, very hard and challenging, we got given out our project assignments out on the first day of each subject. well im doing 7 subjects for semester one. and they are pretty much all due at the end of march, and what? I havent even got into them just yet!!!! im mad..

Im feeling very lost at this moment. but the reason why ive started my journal is that im going to start posting my work up.... and its the only way i can start focusing again.

Well the story begins.... here....